There is a seven headed beast. Ten horns raised from it's head. Symbolic woman sits on his throne but hatred strips her and leaves her naked! I Don't beleive in fairy tales and no one must have go to hell. You made the wrong decisin and it's easy to see. Welcome to the city where you're future is set, forever!.

RAElistophic.

Lemme see.. got lots of stuffs running through my brain right at this moment la.. Wanne hear?.. Erh.. i'm kinda worried what is gonne happen.. Life has been a Bastard lately. All the things that i want to do keeps back firin at me. and i don't know if i am the one causing these problems myself. I don't know how to face people now-adays. I don't know how to handle myself. I wonder to myself if i should just stay cheerful or go back to my normal self.. I'm sure most of Ya'll have seen my normal self before. And so what do ya'll think? I can't cry. can't smile. can't laugh. even a mime can do better. I can't even concentrate. right now at this moment, i wanne say sorry to all the bad things i've done to al of you people out there. So at least i got some angels in me to keep me standin'.

And.. this is something really special for you.. my number 1.. you know i'm talkin to you. if not.. so be it.. i just wanne say that. i've waited since then till now. i'm still waiting.. i don't know what will happen in between.. but anytime if you need me, i'll be there.. This is not some kind of flirting joke. i really mean it.. i know words can't describe much.. and i, a fool, don't know how to use my actions. Although i can see you changed alot. But i still remember all the unforgetable times we had even when you lean against my shoulder in the bus. I just feel so guilty finding out that i have a really hard shoulder. And what makes it worse is finding out that all these time, all these talk about turning back time isn't working. I guess it's Me and the world. those three words should be kept just for you.


RAEsemblance.

Alemak.. Start school already.. Really studying damn hard now.. Really.. Seriously.. And oh yeah.. really commited to X-Country too.. I don;t know why also la.. But gettin to reallt like X-Country.. If i'm not wrong it's cos ever since got coach the whole trainin routine pumped up a whole lot la.. Really tough though. Ya'll really don't wanne get the feel of it.. And sadisticly.. My computer and cell bith busted at the same time.. really fuddub cos XiaoDi Spilt the whole bowl of soup over my phone.. and as for the computer.. My truly, MOM, got to spoil it for the first time in her entire life. Now i don't know where to end.. So since i haven't been typing for so long, i think i should say more.. Things like.. My band.. Chris, Nav and yers truly are really TURNIN UP THE VOLUME! I think we are supposed to do the song Time Of Your Life by GreenDay.. Hope it turns out right.. And IF....... we really do it.. i would of cos like to dedicate it to CARINA.


RAEmember.