Idk whether i should be saying this here or not.. but i don't know, really, how i should be feelinnow.. i'm in a confused mode. i feel like i no longer have anything to say to you and also am starting to think that we're not meant for each other at all after all.. i've heard from kumar not only what you've said to him.. but also the more hurting remarks. Now after the long message i've sent, i cannot be bothered to take back my words already. but instead, i'm goin to mean it when i say that i'm goin to give you time. i hope that you will still automatically message me at times to tell me how are you and all.. but if you also can't be bothered much, i respect yer decision not to update me at all.. the ideal time that i am planning to give us as seperation time, is 4 months.. which i think you will have enough to complete yer Os. and i really hope that things will turn out better after this period of time. But still, again, if you still think that you got yer reasons for us not to be with each other, then very well, i'll have no choice but to go with it.. but above all, i'll still love you.. BABY..

This is my brand new post after a long time. and so, i'm goone put use this post to show say how much i love my baby, Carina.=D there is nothing that will make me happoer than you, i swear. =D Ahaha! i know it sounds stuid and all that.. but seriously.. i wanne be with you for life =) that is all i can already. Ahaha! and uh.. i just changerd my blogskin.. can't think of any other skin to use already. other than CARS. =D